First off wanted to say that this is an amazing site, this is the first site I visited everyday. After search for a while I decide to post some questions that I am hoping to get some guidance on. So here goes,
Current I am in my last year of college which I have majoring in software engineering. However I have come to the conclusion I don't really enjoy doing programming because I don't consider myself all that good at it and there are some many concepts I don't know.To be honest I can't imagine anyone who would pay me to do this. On other hand, because I am not a person who like to quit and I can be quite stubborn at times I have continue to stick with it. I have done, classes from basic c++, C# to working with ANN.
I love finance/econ, I think it would be interesting to have a career in investing money (VC, PE, and Hedge Fund management) and seeing and understanding how it “works “for you or a firm. Dealing with and understanding risk and playing to my interest formulating “strategies”, for different market situations. Using strategy and research to beat my competition (Markets, other funds, even the guy next to me). Something that would allow me to use a personal passion of (Researching) and help me understanding how micro and macro econ effect markets (global, domestic). These things I have listed above are what I truly feel are interesting to me and I would enjoy doing.
Don't get me wrong, programming is fun when I am in a "Flow" mode, or when I have all the time in the world to figure things out on my own but soon as I start to get stuck, I start to get frustrated and angry but I can't seem to walk away and I sit there for +hours HATING my life and what I have chosen to do. After going through that for 3+ year, some good, some bad times, I just can't seem to see myself, as of right now one getting past any serious interview, getting a job or meeting deadline.
Anyway to make a long story short. I plan on relearning everything I was taught in my college program because to me, to quit would have been a waste of 3 years and a education. If I fully understand a concept I will just skip it and go on to the next. In the mean-time I was planning to go back to school and get a degree in finance and minor in math, or a degree in econ with a minor in math and just keep teaching myself programming concepts on the side until i feel comfortable and maybe someday integrate my hobby of programming into my new career. Sorry for such a long post but I would really like some advice to think about. Ask me w/e you need to if you think it would help formulate a thought.
Current I am in my last year of college which I have majoring in software engineering. However I have come to the conclusion I don't really enjoy doing programming because I don't consider myself all that good at it and there are some many concepts I don't know.To be honest I can't imagine anyone who would pay me to do this. On other hand, because I am not a person who like to quit and I can be quite stubborn at times I have continue to stick with it. I have done, classes from basic c++, C# to working with ANN.
I love finance/econ, I think it would be interesting to have a career in investing money (VC, PE, and Hedge Fund management) and seeing and understanding how it “works “for you or a firm. Dealing with and understanding risk and playing to my interest formulating “strategies”, for different market situations. Using strategy and research to beat my competition (Markets, other funds, even the guy next to me). Something that would allow me to use a personal passion of (Researching) and help me understanding how micro and macro econ effect markets (global, domestic). These things I have listed above are what I truly feel are interesting to me and I would enjoy doing.
Don't get me wrong, programming is fun when I am in a "Flow" mode, or when I have all the time in the world to figure things out on my own but soon as I start to get stuck, I start to get frustrated and angry but I can't seem to walk away and I sit there for +hours HATING my life and what I have chosen to do. After going through that for 3+ year, some good, some bad times, I just can't seem to see myself, as of right now one getting past any serious interview, getting a job or meeting deadline.
Anyway to make a long story short. I plan on relearning everything I was taught in my college program because to me, to quit would have been a waste of 3 years and a education. If I fully understand a concept I will just skip it and go on to the next. In the mean-time I was planning to go back to school and get a degree in finance and minor in math, or a degree in econ with a minor in math and just keep teaching myself programming concepts on the side until i feel comfortable and maybe someday integrate my hobby of programming into my new career. Sorry for such a long post but I would really like some advice to think about. Ask me w/e you need to if you think it would help formulate a thought.